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That’s pretty…cute
CW: These mangas deal with very sensitive topics such as rape, pedophilia, kidnapping and the likes!
I binge read a couple horrifying yaoi mangas! Let me tell you guys a bit about them!
1. Nii-san by Harada
Boy was this fucked up! I really liked it though because it’s a very realistic and terrifying description of pedophilic relationships, and how they sort of build up. You see Kei slowly dragging Yui into his own fantasies that were initially created because of his longing for his Oji-san (I forgot his name, lmao.) It starts out innocent until it marches onto sexual advances. Years after, Yui in third year highschool and still in love with Kei, finds him and tries to win him back. But it was clear that Kei only wanted him for sexual pleasure. Honestly, the other chapters are so fucked up too, but it was kind of cool how Yui asserted back his dominance.
2. Killing Stalking by Koogi
B o i, where do I even begin.
I just wanna say this is flat out one of the most terrifying things I’ve ever read. Yoonbum, clearly in love with Sangwoo whom he met just a couple times before in military service, is a stalker and trying to get into Sangwoo’s house ends up becoming his victim, as Sangwoo knocks him unconscious, breaks his legs, and rapes him multiple times. It gets a little frustrating because it’s clear that Yoonbum has his own internal conflict. He has some sort of complex for Sangwoo but also values his own life in a way. I don’t wanna spoil anything, but boi was that last chapter so f r u s t r a t i n g.
Also reminder for the whole world to:
TREAT SUNGBAE BETTER MOTHE-
3. Warehouse by Team Killerwhale
Wew, this one was also really fucked up.
Kim Dohyun, working as a scammer for fake phones is nostalgic about his past life in his highschool. However, he seems to only be capable of remembering the good memories. After he is knocked unconscious and kidnapped, he returns to his past life in highschool… in a more terrifying way. He gets locked in a warehouse meant to replicate the one he used to hang out in highschool and gets raped by Sungho, who tells him there is something he isn’t remembering.
Honestly, this one fucked me up the most. Losing someone to me is extremely terrifying. I don’t wanna tell all the details there because this post isn’t about me. But when you see Dohyun’s memories and Sungho’s past, it’s honestly so hard to sympathize with Dohyun here and all that he’s done. Needless to say, it left me crying in the end.
(also am i the only one who finds sungho incredibly hot im sorry)
If you are able to, try reading these ones! Disclaimer that they aren’t for those who have certain disabilities or are faint of heart. Even for me, it was really terrifying to read them.
So you know that red gate in front of Sangwoo’s house?
Here’s Seungbae opening it in chapter 1:
And Sangwoo just pushing it open in chapter 8:
I think it’s fair to say Sangwoo never locks it. There’s no real reason to if you got a fancy password-lock on your door.
That leads me to my next conclusion…
few seconds later:
i have been wanting to draw this comic since reading the christmas special but i was hesitant cuz its kinda over fluffy but i keep thinking about it every now and then cuz i wanted to draw it so bad and now i can finally relax lol
also this was inspired by a scene from a korean drama
Always 💋✴
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I was having a conversation with a friend the other day, and this happened …..
“You need to write something on shitty subs.”
“Explain.”
“Let’s be honest. All we ever hear about are shitty Doms, fake Doms, predatory Doms. Not a peep about shitty subs. We both know Doms who have been fucked up bad because they got involved with one, but no one ever talks about it. Doms seem like they don’t want to admit it happened to them. They don’t want to admit they badly misjudged.”
“I’m liking this topic!”
“Yay! Oh, but for fuck’s sake, when you write it you must absolutely not use the words ‘shitty subs’!”
“Umm, ok. Sure.”
There is a tendency here in Tumble Town, reflective of a more general attitude in the D/s subculture, that whatever happens is never the submissive’s fault. Every submissive is innocent and devoted and doing her duty conscientiously and correctly, and if things go south it’s because the Dominant in the equation is some inadequate or downright evil figure who done her wrong.
I call bullshit.
Submissives are human beings, just as Dominants are. As such, they run the gamut from good and decent people to people who are damaged, confused, self-absorbed, and occasionally, not to put too fine a point on it, assholes. Such people can be problematic for a Dominant, primarily but not exclusively for those Dominants who have a strong “caregiver” component to their character. (I prefer the word “caregiver” to “Daddy,” because there are plenty of Dominants who give enormous amounts of care who would never self-identify as a “Daddy Dom.”)
I want to lay out a few broad categories based on things I have gleaned from conversations with other Dominants, combined with a couple of my own experiences over the decades.
The confused. Blame 50 Shades. Blame the pervasive flood of unrealistic imagery on the internet. (Tumblr dash, anyone?) Blame whatever you want. But you have to acknowledge that there are any number of people who loudly proclaim “I’m a submissive!” when in fact they are simply confused. I knew a woman once who was quite adamant – overly so, I thought – about the fact that she was a True Submissive™. Right up until the moment she got her first taste of what D/s as a lived experience was actually like. She vanished, until she resurfaced several months later with this text: “I realize now that I’m not a submissive, but I’ve found happiness in the arms of another woman.” My reply, “Ah, so you’re a lesbian this month, then?” went unanswered.
The users. We all know that the internet is infested with random fuckboys who use the cachet of “Dominant” to get laid. Make no mistake: there are also random fuckgirls who use “submissive” for the same purpose. I have a friend who, for several months, thought he was “in a relationship,” when it was obvious to those of us who were his friends that she was just a player who said all the right things and told him what he wanted to hear so that he’d play with her on Skype. She wasn’t interested in a relationship, she just wanted to get off while some guy watched. Any guy would do, really.
The narcissists. “My mother passed away overnight.” “Oh wow. Oh hey, I’m picking up my new car today! Squeeee!!!” Sound like I’m exaggerating for effect? I’m not; this is an exchange that actually happened. One would think that the narcissists would be easy to spot, but it takes time for one to realize that every exchange with one of the narcissists is one-sided, and that no matter what you share about the things you’re dealing with in your life, within a sentence or two they will inevitably bring the conversation back to them.
The energy vampires. There is such a thing as a “needy” submissive, and that’s not necessarily a bad thing. A lot of Dominants thrive on nurturing and giving care to “needy” submissives. I’m talking about those people who drain a person dry, emotionally and psychologically, day after day after day. The Dominant feels an ongoing sense of utter exhaustion. Not that good feeling of having stepped up to their responsibility to their submissive that day, a feeling I often think of as akin to the feeling of “good tiredness” one feels after a kick-ass workout or a fulfilling day at the office doing work that one loves. I’m talking about that feeling of being utterly drained, and of feeling that bleak sense of “tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow” of which The Bard wrote so eloquently.
The abusers. The idea that a submissive can be abusive towards their Dominant might sound laughable to some, but it’s really no harder to grasp than the idea that vanilla wives can be abusers. There are submissives who, for whatever reason (emotional, psychological, brain chemicals), derive some twisted satisfaction from abusing their Dominants in various ways. Sadly, the kinds of Dominants who might be the targets of such abuse are usually the soft hearted Doms, the “Daddys,” the caregivers, and those Dominants who are utterly, hopelessly smitten with their submissive.
The mentally ill. During the conversation that spurred this piece, my friend cautioned me thusly: “Whatever you do, you can’t call them 'crazy’!!” Well damn, that reduces me to writing in euphemisms and weasel-words, but let’s see how it goes. I know submissives, people I consider friends, who step up every day and battle mental health issues. Some of them are in relationships with Dominants who are there for them, and with whom they forge a way forward as a team as the submissive gets treatment and finds healthy coping strategies to live a better life. I’m not talking about those people. I’m talking about those people who use their mental illness as a blunt instrument, as a “get out of jail free card” for treating their Dominant like shit. And I’m talking about those people who use the cachet of “submissive,” “masochist,” “pain-slut,” “humiliation-slut” as a patina to cover what are, at their root, the most godawful and unhealthy tendencies towards physical and emotional self-harm, who use a sadistic Dominant to enable what I’ll call “self-harm by proxy.” I’ve had the experience of being involved with someone like this exactly once; the realization of what I was seeing was horrifying, and one I hope never to repeat.
Now comes the part of the story where a lot of people reading this hit the handy Unfollow button, perhaps after flooding my inbox with angry Anons. And I’m fine with that, because this piece needed to be written. We need to lose the naive idea that a submissive is, by definition, an innocent, helpless Little Nell figure, tied to the railroad tracks and tormented by Snidely Whiplash. Life is more complicated than that. People are more complicated than that. And submissives, like Dominants, are more complicated than that.
baby-girl-one asked:
geekydominant answered:
That depends: are you looking for someone to call Daddy and fool around with or are you looking for an actual relationship?
If you’re looking for the former, I suggest stopping your search. If it’s the latter, I suggest stopping your search.
Here’s the thing… finding a “Daddy” isn’t easy. It’s not something that just happens. It’s not something you should jump into with anyone.
There are so many predators lurking around out there. Even a lot of the guys that understand what the D/s lifestyle is and seem like they know what they’re doing are manipulative and full of deceit.
Does this actually mean that you shouldn’t look? No, of course not. If this is what you need, then this is what you need.
But this type of relationship is something that should happen, not be found. Just like any relationship.
When you stumble across someone that you think you like or that you’d like to get to know better, send them a message. Talk. Be friendly. Get to know them as a human being. Let the natural chemistry of your relationship take over. If you’re a match in the bedroom and in what you’re seeking for your relationship, pursue things together.
DD/lg, D/s, BDSM… They’re all types of relationships. Relationships take time and nurturing. You should only pursue them with someone that you can trust and feel safe with.
Message people on Tumblr, but watch out for red flags. Sign up for websites like FetLife. Go to munches in your local area and meet people that way. Form relationships and connections. Take your time.
If all you’re looking for is someone to be sexual with and be your Daddy, then be just as careful and make sure it’s with someone that has your best interest in mind. Though, that type of person is extremely difficult to come across. Most people I meet who have “the greatest Daddy in the world” usually end up hurt and wishing they used their head before involving their heart.
Don’t look. Let this relationship happen and come to you. Don’t rush yourself into anything. The best things in life happen when we stop trying so hard to obtain them.
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